"Each person is born to one possession which out-values all his others: his last
breath." - Mark Twain
I'm dang lucky to be here.
A hundred and fifty-one years ago two great opposing armies converged east of Vicksburg, Mississippi on a farm owned by Sid and Matilda Champion. The leader of one army was Major General Ulysses S. Grant; the other was Lieutenant General John C. Pemberton.
A hundred and fifty-one years ago two great opposing armies converged east of Vicksburg, Mississippi on a farm owned by Sid and Matilda Champion. The leader of one army was Major General Ulysses S. Grant; the other was Lieutenant General John C. Pemberton.
One of the fiercest and bloodiest battles of the American Civil War took place there when Confederate artillery, positioned atop a no-name bald hill on that farm, fired down on part of the Union's 32,000 man advance. The prize for one army was the seizure of the Confederate supply stronghold at Vicksburg; the desperate intent of the other was to prevent it.
The battle raged throughout the day of May 16, 1863 ending in a decisive Union tactical victory and a Confederate retreat to Vicksburg.
Total American casualties at the Battle of Champion's (or Champion) Hill, as it came to be called, exceeded 6,200.
1st Missouri at Champion's Hill (reinactment) |
All we know about Dan McKnight is that he was a Methodist preacher from Missouri. Sometime after my grandmother Minnie Belle was born in 1871, widower Daniel loaded up his family in Springfield and trundled the wagons off to north Texas. He died down there, leaving my grandmother and her sister orphaned.
Bill Aspinwall was 17 when he charged those Confederate lines in Mississippi. He was wounded there, too, by a non-fatal head shot.
He'd had other wounds, it was said, from other battles, and may have come home from the war with
what was called the "army disease"- an addiction to morphine which was commonly sent home with wounded soldiers for the relief of pain. He eventually wandered down to Indian Territory where he met and married my great grandmother, Sarah Jane. My grandmother, Georgia Lee, born in 1881,was their only child.
Flag of the 47th Indiana |
But Bill was a mean and abusive man, no doubt due to his alcohol and drug use, and I'm sure the unconsidered and unheard of effects of PTSD. However, extended families still stuck pretty close together back then, and Sarah Jane's kin ran Bill off.
Long after my grandmother Georgia Lee's death, a letter turned up tucked away in an old trunk of hers.
Poignantly written by Bill, the letter was addressed to Sarah Jane and his young daughter.
He'd written about how he'd sobered up and straightened himself out, had a steady job, how he missed them and wished to God they could live together as a family again, he promised he'd be a better husband and father. But it never happened. Last they knew, Grandmother once said, he'd died in an old soldiers' home up in Sedalia, Missouri...probably alone.
The likelihood that Dan and Bill came face-to-face in combat isn't high; there were a combined 54,000 troops in and around Champion Hill. Still, they were both engaged in the close-quarter combat, and it's not totally out of the question. In my own imagination, it was Dan's Minie ball that
1947 - Me (bottom left) & my Siblings |
My grandmother Minnie Belle McKnight Truman had four children; my dad was the youngest. My grandmother Georgia Lee Aspinwall Moore gave birth to ten; my mother was her fifth.
Like most of my countrymen, having the knowledge that our family's history, down to the kernel of our existence, is woven into the ragged and worn fabric of this nation, gives me one more sturdy reason to be proud to call myself an American.
His eight story fiction series based the life and times of Deputy U.S. Marshal Bass Reeves, and put together in a volume called West of the Dead Line, will be available in electronic format in the Fall of 2014.
Phil, what a great story and a solid piece of research. Such a fascinating tale of possibilities and What Ifs. Thanks for sharing your family history.
ReplyDeleteThis family history certainly gives your life more meaning. Especially when most of us don't know much about our past and can't even go back to stories about our great grandparents, or details of what they were like, let alone our great, great, grandparents. The less we know about our past, gives question whether or not in a couple generations anyone will care about us, or if our lives will have any meaning at all.
ReplyDeleteA very isolated and independent friend of mine constantly says, “Does anyone really care? We live and we die, and all this doesn’t really matter. Do you know what your great grandparents were like?”
It seems you know a lot about your past, which gives meaning to who and what you are.
Thought a lot about this stuff, writers may be different in that they leave a legacy behind that has a potential to live forever.
Charlie
Phil,
ReplyDeleteThis post resonates so strongly with myself and others who strive to keep the stories of the people from our past alive. Every story written down is one that is not lost.
What a great legacy to be able to have. Thank you so much for sharing it. Great 'what ifs' for a writer. Doris
What a great story. Sounds like a novel to me. I love family history, so I always enjoy reading where someone's research efforts have found a link or connection between two lines generations back.
ReplyDeleteMy husband has two great-great grandfathers from different counties in Arkansas who fought in the same Civil War regiment, but in different companies. I often wonder if they met and if their acquaintance was a factor in my husband's great-grandparents from those two families meeting and marrying.